I am actually crying while I watch John Kerry's concession speech. I am not angry or terribly surprised about what happened. But I certainly wasn't anticipating such an emotional response.I honestly feel as if I have gotten my last glimpse of hope that we can make this world better and have settled in for despair. The worst feeling though is the anxiety. After September 11, I thought that people would begin to look in a new direction, but apparently what I saw happen directly in front of me lost its effect on television somewhere around West Virginia. Now, I find myself plagued with anxiety, knowing that it will take an even bigger event to make a few more people wake up and begin to understand that this administration does not offer us a better world.